Why another blog?

You may be wondering why I started up yet another blog!  My 'normal' blog is private.  I was blogging every day this month for Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness month and I thought to myself, "Who are my posts helping?  My blog is private."  So I thought about starting another, one that's public and specifically for pregnancy & infant loss.  If just one thing encourages just one person who needs it then I have accomplished my purpose.  I do not want to 'take away' from other encouraging sites relating to these issues.  I do not claim to have all the answers, I simply share with you my heart, my hurts, my teachings, encouragements, etc.  I remember after I lost Malachi the desire that burned in me to minister to others.  After losing Nathaniel I didn't have that desire.  I just wanted to sulk in self-pity and deal with my own wounds.  But now my heart is slowly being drawn to helping, my eyes being opened to what God desires to do through me and through the lives of my babies in heaven.