It's Only July... July 24, 2010

and it has been the suckiest, worst year for our family. Here's a rundown:

• Stepdad broke his ankle and was laid up for a long time
• I lost Nathaniel
• Father-in-law diagnosed with emphysema
• Father-in-law had triple bypass surgery
• Grandma diagnosed with emphysema
• Another Grandma broke her back
• Stepmom broke her toe
• Grandpa just had angioplasty
• I also just found out about some serious issues (not health related, but could totally end up that way) with a cousin on my dad's side that are so heartbreaking to me

I'm afraid to even ask 'What's next?' I was just telling my mom on Thursday when she told me about my Grandma's back that God totally orchestrated her to get laid off when she did (and she's not going back to work). She's been a nursemaid to so many, and then BAM, her dad ends up in the hospital! I'm just tired of it! I don't know how people who DON'T know God hold on in times like these. I may only be holding on by a thread, but I know He's carrying me through it all. And I'm certain I've missed a few items on this list also.