Doctor Visit Feb 28, 2007

Well I had an ultrasound. The baby is still in there. What I had passed was just a blood clot. So, it could be awhile before my body kicks in to deliver this baby. We asked exactly what happens with a D&E. It is not pretty, just as I suspected, and not something I want to do to my child. I'm sure some people think I'm crazy for continuing on like this and not getting it over with, but this was a baby from the time of conception and although he or she is dead I cannot imagine doing that to my child. Emotionally it is draining but I have my good and bad moments throughout each day. Please pray that I begin to sleep well. And pray for my Cuddly Boy who has had a fever all day. He's just miserable. Thanks everyone for your love and support! Oh yeah, my blood work came back fine so that doctor really seems ok with me just waiting it out now. As long as I'm continuing to stay healthy of course.