Trudging Forward March 13, 2007

I really have no brain to think of what to type. I've been doing alot of journaling in a book which is why I haven't been posting much. This morning we buried our sweet baby. Hardest thing I think I've had to do. None of this has been easy, but to know he is forever removed from us on this earth tore my heart. It still does. Some moments are better and easier than others. Today is difficult. It's also been exactly one month since we found out Malachi died. It's times like these I wish family were nearby- to give a hug, to drop in unexpectedly, to bring much needed chocolate and to make me eat! Thankfully my mom flies down in almost 2 weeks so maybe she can baby me;)